2 new sbtdoh and vomir split news

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"the gateway doublet":

08/01/2014--sounds for mass extinction c-32

08/02/2014--non-selective genocide c-32

up next for early fall release: VOMIR & SBTDOH split release

all will be available at and through SBTDOH bandcamp page

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The mid summer has brought the “gateway doublet” from SBTDOH. 2 full length cassette tapes (c-32) 4 songs of exploratory hostile sounds. Both tapes are issued by SBTDOH in handmade packaging and in extremely limited artifact runs. This will bring to pause the 18 album run of SBTDOH on the topic of death. Next will bring the mighty VOMIR into interaction with SBTDOH in a split tape for early fall.

hand it over....

quick update.
listening to the rita "escorting" 3xlp one amazing piece thats a treasure id save in a fire.
173/199

so im compiling all the dark noise to hopefully print up the first issue shortly. i had a recent emergency oral surgery. that was great.

im cutting up currently the outters to my release on 08/01 3 of 18 deaths

im usually monologing about something so if you need it lets talk. otherwise im just gonna listen to music alone in my little world.

have a great night. thanks fur checking.

http://sbtdoh.bandcamp.com/album/sounds-for-mass-extinction

well....i didn't die. i made it through the surgery. i just cannot sleep less than like 17 hours at a time right now.. getting back into work, real-life things that make things tollerable, sleep, repeat will be hard/ especially cause nothing feels right.   except the music.
 right now: coffee, orange juice, water (the key is to always be drinking 3 things at one!) listening to thou "heathen" it is so fucking good.  i slept into 4.30pm. i was listening to vomir from about 10.30pm lst night until 4.30 pm today.....i like him....!  im a mess. lurking like 5 different things at the same time on the internet.  (musical creep)

thats it. for those that care. i made it through surgery. now i just lay around in pain for days waiting for things to get "better" ha ha......if anyone even knows what better is......

ser-her sole departure....

ser listen here

I give up. i cannot do fancy internet things....go here:    http://sermusic.bandcamp.com/album/her-sole-departure


Ok. I fell asleep and woke up to the last 5 minutes of this album.. now I just listened to the album twice again. The way this music makes me feel is exactly what I need right now. I am so sad. so disapointed with life in a billion ways. I'm trying to keep my head down my mouth shut and just get by unnoticed and if there was a soundtrack for me doing that right now that would be this. 
if I could make music like this I would, but the key is (at least for me) NEVER do that. make it your own way, then let if flow though you, and you might get lucky and have the same feelings, just found a totally different way.
anyways this group is amazing. I am going to ask them if they would be interested in a review. I would be so proud to have them be in my zine! and to work with them somehow!
These are big steps for an agoraphobic. but I am happy to do this right now. plus my sister was just texting me pictures of the sunset cause she knew i wouldn't go out to see it. i used to try to watch the sunset everyday. that was beat out of me......hard. so thanks Amy for doing that and have a great time camping tomorrow.....

my body hates me

well as per totally on time. I try something to change my life and something in my body freaks out.  I have to have 2 teeth extracted asap. they were gonna do it with me awake.....a....fuck no....so i just got finished redoing all my appointments, cause I can barely stay in a dentist chair for a cleaning, let along total extraction. especially since 1 tooth is broken completely off down to the gums....what they gonna do?? carve it out???? fuck i don't wanna be awake for that. Ill risk death by being placed under. if I die. just play Sunno0))))) & Vomir for hours and hours as loud as possible. And have no talking, just loud music for an hour or two. then light me on fire.   And try to be kind and gentle to everyone. I am super anti-human yes, but that doesn't give me an excuse to act just like all those I hate that have made me this way. 

so its 2.45 pm  i decided to have a beer, I know I'm a semi alcoholic. I prolly haven't been drunk in months and months, but i do drink a beer or two almost every day to calm nerves. 
fuck.

I'm currrently giving 'Deafest' a run through right now.  I wanted to try something new as I was doing shit in my room.   But I will highly recommend. "Ser." Listened all the way though the recorded output last night and man I really like what they are doing. I would love to review them, or interview that kind of stuff. so good! I am still struggling with the question of should I write them to ask for things or should I wait till folks find me out. This whole adventure is about all of that. How will I collect me info for my zine?

Ser really helped this manic depressive through a bad night. I am getting a few more emails about people sending stuff and I have received back 2 interviews. They could not be further apart in the reaction to my questions. Quite interesting. Lots to think about. But I really appreciate each person taking the time to do it for me. Really getting excited about the printed physical zine.

So I cannot work (my paid job) until a while now cause of the surgery, hey 3rd major one in 3 years!!!!!....fuck me I need just 1 week to go well, I cannot even get that.....

Well. I hope to record a lot of pain in these next few days. The emotions I am feeling all will feed into my wall I am going to be working on. I have decided just to do 2 songs for the next release. I know the title, will release it soon.   Basically have all the artwork, have side 1 totally done. Just need #2 to hit me in a sence of finality

I plan on doing some other recording right now since I got at least a week of off work time, granted much of it will be in pain time, but remember i dont really watch tv.   So this would be a great time to get me to do a split or a song for a comp or something. Im here. I got my whole set up out and ready to go. So, I will be doing a bunch of recording for myself. but will gladly uses this time for other things.

Until then hail the drone, hail the wall, fuck idols and leaders....i hope to be alive next time this week, but this could be it for me....i might be dead a week from now if the surgery goes bad.........

home not at work -07/09/2014

listening to= sortilegia

got sent home from work. broke back tooth in half last night after band practice some how....very bad pains.  go to dentist tomorrow to get worked on.  my teeth are such a mess.  oh well. now listening to music after got home slept for 5 to 6 hours which felt amazing. don't know how i did it....prolly from the pain.

so im here now...don't have much to share.   but sortilegia

really looking forward to getting first batch of albums to review. hope i can do everyone well. 
shrouds first show is in 1-1/2 weeks and sbtdoh i hope to get more work on tonight or tomorrow. i just cannot bring myself to watching tv.   i always feel like im wasting time I could be investing in music: listening, doing, etc....next tape planned release is expected august 1. first side of tape is done. i have the 'general art' ready, need to put it all together and decide what i am using on side #2.

oh yeah--i made sbtdoh bio sheets last night....those will be interesting getting out there...

take care.... brian.

07/07/14

listening to as writing this:
-the rita 'dark angled eyebrow'
-in vacuo 'you pilot' note: first ever listen---got for free in a pile of records I got....dont really think its my thing...prolly won't make it to the second side.

drinking: pbr - 16 oz can

just got off work, sitting on the floor in my beloved room. in front of a fan with 1 little light on.

funny thing ill start this rant with is the honest to fuck truth that 7inches just aren't my thing.  i mean i own and hunt down constantly full length lps, but there is just something about 7inches, i love that they are there, but I just haven't ever been a big fan...there i said it now the world knows.  i don't think ive ever told anyone that before.

so fuck 07/07/14  bad day--fuck work sucked.  being a treasure hunter is not all its cracked up to be. and despite  my brand new vomir shirt which im so excited to have, i just struggled rising above the negativity of the day.

on a good note i got my order of the next wave of 100 tapes to be released into the world.....(pause changing record)

now playing: 'to chaos wizard youth' -thou (first listen since i finally bought the 10 inch....yes i struggle with this format too..blah blah

ahhhh.....more my style...... well anyways....yesterday i mapped out my next 16 albums.  im 2 releases into my exploration of death. man. having all 16 titles down and the conception all there felt really good. its in my book that i carry with me in the bag i take with me everywhere.. thinking over if I should share them or not. prolly will wait and see how this whole blog experiment goes.  im just trying to do something....i would like to see it grow into what id like it to be.....but for now....rants...i have quite a few responses from folks i really respect who ive never met who might be doing the interview questions. ill be thrilled if i get to do them!!!
i think they are non-shitty band/arty dribble....so they will either be ignored, mocked or taken as a fresh break from some unthoughtful person who just asks the same ole questions.....when i was younger, i thought about journalism, but i was so uncreative back then. it horrifies me now....i mean i might of seemed somewhat creative. but i wasnt  and when you know something inside....you know its true.

quick note.....i listen to the same sides of albums 2 to 5 times before flipping a record...if i love it...i developed this years ago...its just how i digest records.....god damn i wanna go record hunting.  i wanna go to second ave so bad but $$$ is so tight>>>>> nope.. fuck.

so..  i spend a ton of time alone. this leads to great creations and existential moments and it also leads to tons of depression, loneliness and recently....anger. so I hope to eventually start interacting with people at some point,,,,,but that is prolly a ways off....for now.......i hope to by reviewing zines!  reviewing tapes!  reviewing records!!! man I wanna do it so bad....but I have no idea how to get folks to send me stuff to review...i guess i wait.  i am thinking im just gonna start writing reviews of stuff i get the feeling that there isnt much reviewing of....and go from there. for three days i have been thinking of writing a review of msw.....this hell side project. fuck its so good.

anyways...i dont wanna talk anymore right now except make another announcement...fuck i love thou....they just got something so special.
anyways.....take care and i hope to figure out this more. cause i really wanna share pictures and all types of shit.

brian.

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